So, I feel kind of tired and I'm very ready for bed! However, it's been a while and I thought I'd just share my heart right now...
I find it very difficult to be a "christian" at all times. I'm not sure what my deal is... Maybe I have some sort of underlying issue that needs to be resolved or maybe I just deal with my flesh a little more than most. There are things that I used to deal with that I've not really told anyone about. It's over and I've no problem with them anymore but I feel the need to just get them out into light. I don't want to feel ashamed or embarrassed anymore! The Lord has set me free and I am totally free! So, this next week I plan on talking to at least one person about it... Let freedom be the song of my soul!
I've decided that I'm done letting the world decide if I'm good enough, smart enough, pretty enough, etc! I am standing firm on what the Lord sees in me! Yes, this journey into what He says about me is going to be hard but sooo good for me! I need to stand strong on His words! I need to see what He sees in me and forget about what people say!
I'm finally believing that God has called me for a specific purpose and no one can take that away unless I let them! So, as of this very second, I'm thinking better of myself! I'm standing on His love and promises!
I am a woman of God, called according to His will and purpose for my life! I will not be spoken to like I'm an idiot... I am more than able! I am mighty and will not back down! Satan can no longer use my past or present mistakes against me! I am free and loved!
