"i'm not alright, i'm broken inside... broken inside"... these words come from a sanctus real song. i feel lately like those words describe me best. actually, the whole song describes me best. i know tat we should go through broken periods on this journey, but should we be this way forever? i know we shouldn't but i don't feel like i ever fully heal up. this all hurts so bad. i don't even know what to do with all the pain. i'm so afraid!
i'm afraid of what goes in that empty spot once it's healed. i'm afraid of the outcome. what will people think and how will they react when i try to work things out? i really need a breakthrough. i need something good to happen to me. i need to walk out of this negativity. i need somehting different.
God, help me!
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