ramblings of a pissed off woman, pt 1

so, i feel so angry! i'm not really sure why. everything i think and feel is all jumbled up inside of my mind. i think i'm just going to let it all out. so, here it is:

1. i'm so tired of people promising to be there and then theyre not! what the heck? if you say youre there, be there! if i say ill be there, i am.


2. if you don't understand what im saying, just fricking tell me. dont let me go on and on if you dont fricking know! tell me so i can clarify.


3. if i share how i feel w/ you, dont judge me or look at me like im an idiot. if you dont agree w/ the way i feel, deal w/ it. i really just need someone to listen to me.


4. i think about cutting ALL THE TIME!!!! you don't know this bc you dont care enough to listen. if you do care, ive prob not told you bc i dont want to stress you out. or im afraid youll judge me for being so weak.


5. i want to say screw it all!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!